.ok so i missed my ‘wordWEDNESDAY’ so imma quickly just say something to yal real quick (yeah right). But as life begins to unfold for me, I begin to realize and learn alot more. I take everything ‘GOODandBAD’ and dissect every piece of the experience. Women I meet, I always think about my future with that person… I do… Not necessarily marriage, but how our chemistry can grow, or not. Things are beginning to become real, and life is beginning to move fast so I’m making sure I have the endurance to finish the race. I’m listening to the Audio Push mixtape while I type… (i think it’s always interesting to know what someone is listening to as words spill in this box) and a couple of songs really make you think about different things in life. God, Family, Women, Success… Anyway, i’ve realized this past week that I will NEVER (i’m trying my best to keep it NEVER) EVER, put my relationship and understanding of God in jeopardy. A lot of people don’t experience Him in their lives because of their stubbornness, but if you could you’d realize that he truly is an AMAZING God… Even though i’m not 100% where I wanna be in life, I’m 100% where I need to be to end up where I wanna be… I’ll take the bad moments in life, when things seem as though nothing is going to breakthrough, because I know how He’s built me… I couple of punches here and there, but the knockout will def be mine… If not, well then the journey has been one i’d never replace with a normal life. I’m so for real right now. I’ve heard alot about Jay-Z, Rihanna, and Beyonce, being workers of evil or very sinister, and honestly for someone like them to be accused of such an infamous title, and not publicly deny it, says something… I said it before, ‘any one accused of evil/demonic activity is guilty until proven innocent’… And that’s on them to make known otherwise. I mean what really is $ and fame? like i said before. Michael Jackson is probably the most famous man on earth. well was. But EVERYONE still pointed their finger at him as being a pedophile, and forgot about him until he passed away. Fame is a feather in the wind, and Money is sand through your fingers. Neither stays in one place, but your soul and spirit will forever be with you and yours. Make sure you take care of it. OUT!

.converse all-star rain boots (Found the rain boots i needed)

Pricetag + Oktane

.so… heres a sample of the mixtape for the group i’ve been pushing (no pun intended) you guy’s way for the last couple of weeks… Audio Push is undoubtedly the next best performance group coming out… you can visit the official mixtape  site Beyond Measure created -> HERE , and below is a couple of songs and a performance at the House of Blues that they sold out in Cali… i’m tellin’ you. I got a sample of whats on the mixtape and i’m tellin’ you… YOU WON’T BE DISAPPOINTED.. Oh, and they’re God fearing… I don’t know bout Jay-Z and Rihanna, but at least you know you’re listening to people who fear God haha. real talk

‘The Soundcheck Intro’

‘Aviator’ ft. Brandy

House of Blues performance

.muhammad ALI robe

buy for $100 -> HERE

.toggle coat

pentatonic scale

.Watch this. pretty dope

.craaaaazy

DC admiral sport for hotel on rivington

.Murphy’s Law

.i was going to talk about women, but i’ll save that for another day… cuz that will probably end up being a book. Lets talk about the premiere. *wipes hand off forehead* if you only knew what went down… Many people were impressed and we received a lot of positive feedback about the showcase, BUT MAN OH MAN if you only knew what what happened leading up to the premiere. So let’s start with me only getting about 8 hours of sleep from monday till that thursday… I’ll admit, i didn’t shower for 4 days LOL, long story. ANYWAY, so that thursday I wake up at 7am excited to export the film and the ‘pre-show’ for the showcase that night so i clicked ‘FILE, EXPORT QUICKTIME MOVIE’. Oh, and the progress was going so smooth. I was tired, because the night before I stayed up till 6am, so I said to myself, nap, because the night will be long. So i sleep. *sleeping* I wake to the sound of my cousin coming in his room. I make my way to the computer and the file is still exporting. It’s about 1230 right now. I get a call from my cousin Sean who flew in from LA, and he wanted to chill b4 the big night. So he comes up and everything going great. We’re all vibing, and listening to the radio because my BMP team is on it promoting… 1 o’clock hits and the file is 50% exported. Final Cut Shuts down. 6 hours till showtime. I’m getting a bit worried, but not to worried because theres still a decent amount of time. I decided to export the ‘pre-show’ and ‘film’ separately just in case, I can’t make the time. I take my cousins new computer and export the ‘pre-show’. it’s flying. then i take my computer and export the film. Slow as all hell. Ok, don’t worry, it’ll be fine. 3 o’clock hits. both shows are exported. OK cool… Now transfer them to a external hard drive and then on a PC because the PC has a blue-ray burner we bought, just for the show. *remember to return that*. So, now, all-day the PC was opening various external hard-drives, but for some reason at this moment NOTHING WAS OPENING. So i have two files on two different computers… Everyone begins flipping out as the clock turns 4. We figured out a way to transfer the pre-show onto my laptop, so now i have the two files on my desktop. Great. The two files are too big for DVD, i don’t have a blue-ray burner on my laptop, and i have 600 people coming to the show. I felt like leaving the house and not running away. Wait. Stop. Think. Okay, the theater has a projector, and every business meeting people hook laptops up to projectors to present their 9-5’s. Ok coo, so we’ll just run over to the theater real fast thats all the way in cambridge to see if the hook-up is possible. 5 o’clock. Me and my cousin Logan head out and the car is silent. I felt like i was heading to a championship basketball game, i had the same exact feeling. So we arrive, run up to the projector room, check the projector. and WALAH! we have the necessary port. We’re smiling as we exit and head back home. Arriving home, we both jump in the shower (finally) and get ready. I looked a mess, but really didn’t care i just needed this projector to work. We make our way back to the theater, and to the projector room to find out, that the projector and my laptop were both female ports. *MY HEART SUNK* Jake is running around snatching cords, and plugging them in to figure out audio, and i stand there SMH. Logan then pulls out a cord that has two male ends. 6:45. people are piling in, and we’re still tampering with the machine. I don’t think I, or them have EVER moved as fast as we were with all of the electronics up in the room. As everything began to plug n ever port, picture displayed sharp, sound was blaring crisp, I looked up and said THANK YOU GOD! And on with the show…

.check out G.O.D. Jewels photo shoot and ‘Glory or Death’ mixtape on http://www.shortypop.com/

Gotye – Hearts a Mess